Im in love with a stripper

2009-11-05T21:03:00.002+08:00

Hope lah dyerr tarq masukD D.b sehy ..
I realli dont knw whatt to do if he have too ..
Suro amek mc tanak , daa amek mc , doctor cm sial taq baqik dyerr , dyerr fed-up tak amek laqik and dehy charqe AWOL ..

I'll still wait for him , no worrys i wont fall in love with him lahh ( Ayad )
Takot sanqat ! Neqative thinkinq ! (:

2009-10-04T23:56:00.002+08:00

Hahah(:
Not to forget yaa , dulu alots of complain pasal b.f ..
now , getting better .
FUN .
alots of happiness .

Patience was the lead to this rela now ..
Skrq allahamdulihah ! so malay huh .
Hahhah . Setia , sentiase bersama akuu .
My friend , my best friend , my boyfriend , my Enemy .
My darlingggggggggggggggg .
Even slightest thiings we blh gado . food as example . even trees ahk !

My Everythink !

Everythinkkkkkkkkkkkk

toooooooooooooo

Meeeeeeeeeeeee ! (;

2009-10-04T23:33:00.002+08:00

Da lama nak mamps siol , tak loq in bloqqed .
Finally , qot the free time to do so .
Selalu busy with b.f .. People nak contact me thru handphone . (:
Even my parents called me ^^Business woman .. heex .

Well , alots of thinq happens .
Stress akuu dibuwatt doranq ,

Lets start from : Pasal umairah .

Only i know the best about the truth . (:

I qot to noe herr thru my b.f lah . His ex- g.f yanq tersayanq . Hmmph .
Everythinq qoes very fuckinq well . Laterlater , one day i ask her to mxqs my b.f to ask if he love or not . That bloody idiot waz dUmb ! Blahblahblah , aku malas nak type (: heex . oranq yq tentu jer tawuu .
Ppn niee uwatt citerr , i've to carry the responsible she made . Alots of trouble sakk . Uwatt niee semata-mata nak orq suker dyerr .. My b.f said yq dari skolaa she mmq loike that . Mulot manusia kan , mulot ppn ader yq tuu mcm . This is life . (: Imatured lahh tuu ppn . Childish . Xiao tinq tonq punya oranq . Nak kena masok hospital babe .

2nd : Paasal my ex b.f ; Azlam .

Hes sick in the mind . Mmq dulu aku syq snqt ahk pt dyerr . Tuu dulu jer .
Prepared if thier rela putus aku yq kena . Cb kan , Putus doesnt mean mataer je per .
B.f / g.f leh putus same qoes to Enqage ! HAha . Bodoh punya jantan .
Kahwin leh cerai per .
Ni lah oranq palenq pandai .
Ppn dyerr plakk , kata knl jer for years bt hati budi dyerr pn tak tahu .
Azlam is sucks to cover for lying .
Good at pretendinq . Entaa macam mana jer aku jer leh suker dyerr . Malas ahk nak gado nan doranq niie . Up too doranq nak cakap apa . Bohsia ker ? Minaa ker , sundal kerr >.. etc .
I think im not whatt they think .
Mana punya perfect jer doranq .
pk daa 2o , so ?? whatt the big fuck siol . aku tawuu lebeh dari kau . 16 umur akuu then aper maseh girl tark tawuu pape per ? ehy ppl , kena pandai campor orang lah even better then korang yq musibat penipu , arrogant ! Bnyk lahh nak cakap tapi sampai dicni jer yerr ..

Tc ppl .
Byebye , entahh jer bler aku dapt loq in laqik . ehehe .

2009-06-16T14:16:00.002+08:00

Peek-a Boo !

Ahahah. Its have been for Months tark masokk blogg ! kecian kan .. tarkperr. blogg tark heran ahk.. janji my friendster need to follow up. cos my studib idiotis boyf nanti mengatal. friendster taww dah borrriink. Haish.

I BE BACK .. NARK UPLOAD GAMBAR !!
Bye.

2009-04-17T12:43:00.002+08:00

Taaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaasssssssssssssssssha!

Shah akuuuuuuuuuu Berubah !!

Ns MEN PLEASE & STOP BEING EGOISTIC LAHH !!
Jangan ada mataer if lomp setia. setia japjap buat per..
Rawwrr, ! Not ready but makng girls fall in love.
Dont be selfishh.
paham !!?

Iskandar shah, why tbet-tbe berubah? aint we have happy moments past few months niie..
Whatss the problem!!!? youre the one hoping that we are together cos mana-mana kita ada memory kite.

^^ Boat quay.
^^ Bugis arcade
^^ Tamp mall.
MANA-MANA LAH!
OVER SINGAPORE.

Sumone Help mee. Please ~

2009-04-17T12:11:00.002+08:00

Can you guys just give some opinion of how shuld do with my Rela with hym?

* He said ^^

~ we can meet up, when both agree. He always the one Disagree with it.
( If one month dont feel loike seeing mee.. Never meet.
Reason: Busy. To be understand hee had to go camp. He was Lazing around at Home Watching teevee. Is it too much for a/your Girlfriend asking tuhh meet herr, one weeek Once. Whole month: 4times. He dont loved to be mengempit, Rimas. I noe certain guys have their own wayy butt .. i really got no idea about whatt he want cos i dont really get tuhh see hym often. Meeet once awhile has a problem.

* I got attitude Problem? / Being Childish?

You guyss AGree about this ?
I cant even shared a single stuff with anyone about my Rela. Then whatts the point, having close fren, Besties..

Whatt should i do ???

Please help mee ..
Tolerating it with patience feel loike Bursting sioL .

2009-04-17T11:56:00.006+08:00

We've been for Almost 4months. In 2Months tyme daa half a year.. I dont really knoww, where this rela should stop. The right time.. Very the right tyme.
*Example: Say Goodbye-Chris Brown. " never the ryte tyme sayy gdbye..
I wanna let go evrythink.. Taq tawuu the ryte time or not. Aku saayaang dia.
Aku pon terpakse Lepaskan dia. Adakah ini care yang terBaekk .. ? Aku taq tawuu. Im suffering. Being my heart & my Souls. Aku taq tawuu arhs.

S h o u l d

i i i i e

S A yy iTttTT ?

" lETS GO OUR OWN WAYY ?

2009-04-12T20:22:00.002+08:00

Hello. (;

fOO ..

Dah lamer taq update my blogg sehh.
Lols, i have fun recently taww .. Kuar pergi Bugis !
Dengan saper ? Shah lahh .. Sayang aku ! He brought mee a Dress . (:
I choose arhs ..
WE mamam Kfc , AYam TAWW ! mEMAng kedaii tuhh ayam aje lahh ehyk ..
Lols. ape lagiiie ..

WE AMEK NeoPrintt lagg ..
Lols ..
First tyme , i took dgn my bf .. selalu kawan .
Ahahha ..
Malu dule nak pozing ngan bf pat neoprint .

Update soon lagg ehk.
Naq g Tukar Blog SKIN DULU ..
AND GOT TOO RUSH , jumpe TASHA ! aiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ...
and firman .. ADEQ TAAAASSSSSSSSSHAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ..

2009-03-27T00:40:00.002+08:00

Haish. So Called Nearly break up lerhs with Shah todayy. :(
Its my fault lah. I Vent my anger on himm. I been doin that do him Almost everytime.
I guess he run out of Patient with meee. Hee been tolerating and putting up maii fucking nonsense sheyy! Touture. Aku seksa dia. He been Good too so farr, But in the end i Treat hymm this wayy. Bukan aku tark sayang lagg, atau ada laakeyy laeen.. i guess i have a very Short Tempered or Being Hot tempered nowadays.
I knoww i must change this attitude. Its BAD! I dont wanna lose him cos of this attitude of Mine sheyy. Guyy loike himm, should Cherishh. Treasure. Somehow, Hee kinda Ift arhs. Ahahah.(: Lols. For Whatever it is, I love him Not LOVED him ehyk! Ermm, I guess im Being very Egoist.

Guess whatt! Aan pon kata i got an attitude Problems. Hee POn DAA fed-up pon dengan i. Lols. I Knoww hes being Cariing as a Friend. Suke Lynda! Hope Lynda suke dia lahh ehyk, Maybe dia Bahagia kot. Mencari Personal Tempat Pemberian Kasih SAayanng. Ahahah.(: Tapp, Lynn pulakk pon duuduuuHead! CERRewet. Lols. Its Better. Dont Be LOIKE mEE ! ( aNiway, im Posting this, you read it pon!lols.

Another Thing, Perfomances untuk tArian Comming sheyy! Not looking Forward about it. Daa maalas, no mood lagg untuk on that dayy.. Dengan Situation yg tk tertentu araahh. Haish. Otakk, ! Pkkkran.. Tak ter Explain. Complicated dudes/Babes.(: cm nak quit taww. Nanti dorang ingat apa pulakk, another tink, got no interest also making Trouble for them.

Darliing guwehh, Aku rindu dia. Rindu dia sangatSangat! Miish himm taww. Boleh menanges, terbawakbawak tdo bantal pelokk. Aku kenek lahh Independent lahh ehyk, Iskandar Shah tak dapat boleh ada disisi Khairunnisha. Hanya Ingatan aje.

Aku JAHAT.

Saayang, im sorryy i wasnt really there when you need mee.
Treating you badly. I was really meant to hurt you. Make you cryy..
Arrrgh. Hmm. I knoww, i doesnt reallly care gitukk.

Blahblahblah ..

2009-03-26T14:44:00.002+08:00

Hello.(:

Ahahah. Ermm, Darling boncet arhs dah Busy.Busy.Busy!
Gagagaagagagagag ARrrrGH ! raWWrr ,, ! Ishk.
Semenjak niie, dah abes P.O.P kan, He Dapat Driverr..
For Whatever Happen, im happy for him.
As Long as hee happy lahh ehyk. Sadd nyerr kankankan ..
Mee !? Lols. Dah tark menyelit dengan dia 24hrs. Haish. Susah nak jumpa dia.
Soon, Maybe starting kerje.. Time pon dah ngan kerje.
Whatt Goin happen to maii Relationship? Him? Our Love? Dont knoww lahh ehyk . (: Heehs! Neglect somehow i felt. I have to be Understanding. Memang kenek Pon ! Haish. WEK3.

Ahahaha. (:

Lynda tark abesabes ngan Shopping Dia. Irritating taww. AHhHahaha!
NaK bELI *** TootToot** Privacy Babe. HEEHS.

another Thing, I jumpa Aan Taww. Mampos guweh kalau Shah tawuu.
Just huSSShh.

Update soon, when i feel loike i wanna log in and sayy i wanna sayy ! hahaha!

2009-03-22T01:46:00.002+08:00

Its been Long Time i never uptate my Blogs. (: Ahahah.
BusyBusyBusyBusyBusy. Whoo ~ Going out with Boiffy and Frens Babe.
Tapp kan ! Ilyas pat Camp sheyy. TARK DAPAT bERSAMA dengan kita Celebrate my Bdae pat Vivo. Finally, daa 16 lahh oik !
Its was just a great time.

He/hys = Boiify.
Taasha = My Very Fucking Close Fren.
Atiqahh = My Close Friend. So called Close too.

On the dayy its self, was my special dayy and hys special day.
my Bdae and hys P. O. P DAYY ( sAyy Byebye too Recruits Moments.)

He was the 1st person too Wiish mee lahh sheyy. TEPAT PUKOL 12AM taaww ! Heehs. Anw, Pity him.
17March, he spend the whole time with mee. Meeet maii Mama.
Thought of Celebrating In advanced has he wont be able to spend time wit mee. Kenek Marchh.. Dapat tahu, he dont neeed too .. ada lahh whywhywhy. On my Bdae, we met again ! I was fucking LATE ! im late about an hour plus sheyy. Cos 0f atiqqahh arhs. HEEHS. (;

bLAHBLAHBLAH..
BLAHHBLAHH ..
jalanjalan arhsssssssssss ..........
bila dah sampai Vivo !
OLANG KEDAI BODOH TARK TAHU HE TOOK A LIPS PUNYA TINDEK.
hE look handsome taww.. ahahaha (:

Hee belanje Dinner, Long John...
Jalanjalan..
nAK badd surprise asked me play games pat arcade..
waited ! soooooooooooooo Long sakk !

HE GAVE THE PRESENT PAT VIVO PUNYA TEMPAT AIRR ..
HE BOUGHT MEE A CAKE TAWW !
lOLS ..
he told TAASHA THAT THIS IS A FIRST TIME HEE DOING ALL THIS STUFF OF A GIRL ! Not even at hys ex Girlfriend bdae. Valentine pena, but not bdae.

Im just sho Lucky tuhhh havee him !
TREASURE HIM . CHERIISH HIM .

Yang so funny ... Hee being Competitive niie ..
a FRIEND of mine gave mee a pooh bear as a gift . hee jealous and and wantwd the better than watt he gave mee ..

in the end, ...

hys present are just so damm sweeet !
A monkey couple, represent mee & him ..
i pressed sayying i love you !
eXPRESS sayying i love you too mee thru this !

2009-03-11T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps..

Todayy i have a fun dayy with maii saayang taww ..
gahahaha..
we did many stuff ..

enjoying the dayy so much.
Full of hugs and kisses.

and, another think ..
a totally hot stories..
we have be frens with herr for a quite sumtimes but..
my guyy whu dont noe herr well .. got the secret !
She tark tahu we noe.
we kept quiet.
terkejot sakk.
Sorry peeps, we cant tell whatt the hot story. Privacy.
sorry people. hope understands (:

2009-03-09T17:53:00.002+08:00

060309 was un forgetable dayy. Hehs. (:
05March 2009.. mee, Tasha & Ilyas &&& Iskandar Shah ..
we went too bugis. It was 9plus at nights oweadie. We went there cos Iskandar shah wanted too play games at there.
ahahah. (: Lucky enuf, jadi cos shah last min change dont want too meet cos binget dgn mum dia. and we.. ( ilyas. tasha. and mee will be coming too bugis for nutink. ) kita dah sampai waiting for him beh he said dia kata tknk pergi. (;
i said pergi meet us and i was mad at him.

Blahblahblah ..
he sampai !!!

kita maen game .. tasha and ilyas maen game kereta and tembaktembak ..
shah maen game bola wheareas i just watch him played the game.
At the same times, we really nid money. 5obucks.
all he gave mee solution sell my hp.. i was not wiliing you nie cos maii syg shey .
then , we argued arhs ..
by the time, olready 10plus at nite.. still arguing about it ..

By the time dah 11plus. ilyas ant tasha pon nak ciao ..
i and shah pon maseh petpot pasal jual hp arhs .
atlast, i gave terms.. he agree, we take bus 12 ..
kita g carik kedai ..

ahahahaha !
and end up , bila nak jual hp kan ..
tk jadi oi !
i said no ! .. kita gado ..
mee and him pon nearly break up ..

well ..
cut short stories,

dah 12plus ..
no train and bus ..

blahblah ..
carik 50bucks ..
1ST: jual hp .
2nd: Being a * Bitch for a nights.
3rd: jual ic ..

keputusan .... i choose 2nd choice.
kerana cinta, aku sanggop buat pape arhs . I may be 16.. no one can stop mee from this as ppl said im dumb, a fool ..
being in a rela, we must be a fool.. dumbass oi !

bLAHBLAHBLAH !!!!

then a man came, a nice man came ..
a philipines chat with shah ..

atlast we tot of **** since i choose the 2nd choice.
when nark ..

tapp tak jadi ! shah tak sanggop arhs to let ppl touch mee cos hys kepentingan sendiri.. he said he sorry all .. tkan uat benda yg hurt mee .. heehes ! atlast we getting better cos that big incident !!

so ppl .. i never ever be a bitch on that night . ahahahaha . im not a bitch taww !

Cant Stop Missing Dia.

2009-03-04T19:18:00.003+08:00

^^ I > LOVE YOU .♥

^^ S > SAAYANG KAMU. (:♥

^^ K > EKASIH YG KU SELALU RINDU DI SETIAP SAAT & WAKTU.♥

^^ A > rrGh !! muahxx !♥

^^ N > oooo00 !! Dont be slim. (:♥

^^ D > ARLING BONCETKU, YANG COMEL.♥

^^ A > DORABLE BOFFRIEND.♥

^^ R >INDU. RINDU. RINDU KAMU.♥

^^ S >ILENTS THOUGHTS, " ISKANDAR SHAH YOUR NAME APPEAR!♥

^^ H >ANYA DIRIMU DI DALAM HATIKU♥

^^ A > LWAYS IN THE HEART.♥

^^ H > IDUPKU.♥

__________ ♥♥♥♥♥__________ (:

2009-03-04T18:44:00.002+08:00

Ahahah. (: Aii went tuhh schools. Lols. Atlast duhh.
GAHAHAHAHAHA ! pEEps im mai class all asking mee whre aii have been !
Teachers all was shocked. Cekgu johari terkejot. He called me " kHairunnisha awak niie macam puteri bunian. owang bunian. suka ada suka timbol. Lols. mr goh, pon terkejot.. my maths teacher, i appear loiike that on that dayy... he called me im loike a actor whu acts some pats of the plays of the movie.(: THE end of ARt lesson (1.40PM), JUMPA & Dengar mrs Sarsi, asked me this and that shey. LOLS ! tick TOCK TICK TOCK ..

KOL 3PM ! (: ONE HOUR OF CHAT WITH HERR .
1.40PM---3PM .

tHEn alek msg SAayyang guweh , ISkandar shah. * DDDYY, I DAH ALEK SKOOLS ! ..

dIA tark repl shey, i wEnt down p carik public phone called dia ..
*Ringriing,, *tokstokstokstoks ... (:
ALekk zzZZzzz ..
dARrRrlINg Boncet riiingriing mee ... ToKSTOKS ..

BLAHbLAHBLAH ..

we do our own stuff japp, we gado .. cos he mad at maii fren tiqah and hys fren wan .. maii kawan jugak lahh tuhh ..
AHahah, WAN TKNK teMAN gi g hospital .

meramok satu macam ! aku pon kenek shey .

blahblahblah , .... tak tahu nak p library or not. nak p carik buku fashion design . art things. (: for mid year paper one . (: !

2009-03-02T11:11:00.002+08:00

I was about too log out and switch off the computer butt ,
i check for the last time my frenster i saww iskandar shah bagg i comment anniversary .
i was just totally shocked shey .
AHAHAHAHAHAH ..
HAPPY ! HAPPY ! YIPPE YEAH !

2009-03-02T10:58:00.001+08:00

Heyy people ! Sorrysorry post terlalu LARgESTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT !!
paHAm PAHAM aje lahh PEEPS ! ahAHAHAHAHAHAHA !

2009-03-02T10:48:00.002+08:00

yesterdayy, 01 march 2009 i was totally mad at Iskandar shah ! A girl named wiwi. Tak tahu pompan sesat mana tah, msg dia mintak pergi hotel.. Aku tkan tahu, selagi aku tak turon bedok unexpectedly. SETIAP KALI DIA JUMPA AKU, HE WAS PREPARED BY DELETING ALL THE INBOX, AND SENT ITEM !
gOSH , HE THINK im DUmbs ! Boleh BELAH HUH !
iT was AT bedok interchange SHey, i was damm fucking mad at him . I did threw hys phone shey on the floor pat public ^^ THIS PARTICULAR 82216092, TEXT MAII ISKANDAR SHAH Asking dirty stuff . BEH HE LAYAN KAN . DUDUHEAD . hE WAS FUCKING MAD AT ME COS AKU TURON TAK BLANG DIA. CLAIMING HE TAK SUKA SURPRISE . dAmM . caught red-handed taww ! All he just ^^ Hehek. hehehehek !
Step takda pape gituk !
HMMph !

2009-03-02T10:37:00.002+08:00

Happy Anniversary iSKANdar SHah !!
Ahahahahaha .. Atlast, Kesampaian jugak 2months aku dengan dia sehh. Heehs.

2009-02-26T11:29:00.002+08:00

Hmm , i really just couldnt understand him shey . love me ? love me not ?
I really cant do without him sia . Arrgh . Does i really need to let him go ? Izit the best wayy ? hmm ! Stress. Fights. Arguements. Otak Blank arrhs nak bobal . Same all think . Again and AGAIN !

2009-02-25T16:34:00.002+08:00

Arrgh !! damm . i forget about whatt i wrote about him .. i dont know if he noes it or not . Hope he didnt arhs . paisheyy you noe . Shit sehh . i gave my link just loike that without thinking ! Lols .

2009-02-25T15:20:00.002+08:00

Todayy i didnt went to school . I wake up LATE !
I didnt sleep sehh pasal ISKANDAR SHAH .
I called him up but he wouldnt want to answer the phone . I called Tasha house number if pick the calls or not using herr house phone since he didnt know heee hm tell . From 1am in the mawwnink till 4am plus i keep calling him ! . He off hys phone then . I text my ex , AZLAM !! To help me about it . He agree , but my then damm iskandar shah daa off hp by then . kepale toot you noe arrhs dierh . I mean iskandar shah taww not AZLAM pulak . (: Heehs . Complicated you noe this fucking guyy .

Another Think ,

hIs profile about me daa takda im attached too me . kalau setakat my gambar pat profile so whatt sehh . no big deal . Issh . ! People asked me to let go and find a neww guyy as i dont deserve to treated loike this . but , its hard too let go . Im stupid . im a fool sehh . Hmm .
Im Really no mood sehh . Hanya dapat diam kan diri taww . Menanges pon iskandar shah tark peduli kan .

In LOVE with a JERK !

2009-02-24T16:27:00.000+08:00

Im attached with this fucking guyy name Iskandar Shah. He damm very IrriFuckingtating.
2nd March 2009 , we are going tuhh be 2Months yaww . He insisting me TO let him to have a 2nd Girlfriend . What the Hell ! He promised me this & that . As if im gonna believe all those promises. He kept promising mee im gonna change , proved you but in the end .. He break the promises . Arrgh ! Im Sick and Tired about it . Every time we have a conversation on the phone , we Quarrel.
He kept blaming me. Scolding mee for no fucking Reason . Who do he think he is sehh ! FattyAss . Irritating Fat Ass !! Becos of him , im a fool wanted to quit school sia . FLIRTS ALL HE DO !!!! Hys Brain he put at the Asshole *Lobang JUBOH ! :) Umur je 20Taahun, tapp pikiran cm budakbudak kecik . DumbDumb . Dah Ada satu, nak ada lagi satu . Greedy Pig . Konek tark cukop satu Puki . (: Big liar. Big Big Mistake I DID .

Shah .

Recently , i got too know Shah Danial . Gahahahaha ! Im happy if i received a msg From him or any Stuff which related talking too him ! Heehs . (: Do you think im falling with him or it just a simply Crush ? Gosh , Shah. Shah. Shah. Shah. SHAH DANIAL NOT ISKANDAR SHAH.
Neither Not Shahrizwan lahh SEhh . NoT even SHAH BABY .

School Stuff .

Its been a long time , im absent from schools . Almost 2Weeks ! All the wayy , TRUANCY .
If not , at home lazing around as if Holidayy. Make it our own HOLIDAY calendar . Ahahah. (:
Parents, Grandmother, Teachers & My councilor are just cant be bothered about it .
I dont even know whats Goin on . Nothing much about School.

Kompang .

Its all about Fun . LAUGH. LAUGHH . LAUGHHHH !!!! Cant stop it sehh ! (:

2009-02-24T15:41:00.001+08:00

Blah, blah